.......sorry

Sorry ..
Sometimes this word won't change a thing.
For  some situations ... this word meant nothing .
But for me .. I'm saying sorry in full of regret.
I'm sorry for taking you so lightly .
I'm sorry for not being there for you.
I'm sorry for those words i'd said to you
I'm sorry for those harsh moments i've put you through..
I'm sorry for not being the one you needed the most .
I'm sorry .. for not being truthfull
I'm sorry..... for those imperfections of me that you didn't like..
I'm really .. really sorry .
But the word alone isn't enough isn't it ??
I thought that we would last a single year ...
and so i was wrong...
Even no matter how i denies it .. it is clearly my fault ...
For everything ...
So its your birthday soon right?
i thought of giving you something but .. in this kind of situation .. the idea of it
Might not work...
i.. really dont know what to do now...
However if you are reading this post...
i was wondering ... will you be mine again ??
Tbh
it really hurts you know ... trying to accept the fact that you left me .
i hope .. you don't feel offended by this post.
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I'm out of words .. that's the end