.......sorry

Sorry ..
Sometimes this word won't change a thing.
For  some situations ... this word meant nothing .
But for me .. I'm saying sorry in full of regret.
I'm sorry for taking you so lightly .
I'm sorry for not being there for you.
I'm sorry for those words i'd said to you
I'm sorry for those harsh moments i've put you through..
I'm sorry for not being the one you needed the most .
I'm sorry .. for not being truthfull
I'm sorry..... for those imperfections of me that you didn't like..
I'm really .. really sorry .
But the word alone isn't enough isn't it ??
I thought that we would last a single year ...
and so i was wrong...
Even no matter how i denies it .. it is clearly my fault ...
For everything ...
So its your birthday soon right?
i thought of giving you something but .. in this kind of situation .. the idea of it
Might not work...
i.. really dont know what to do now...
However if you are reading this post...
i was wondering ... will you be mine again ??
Tbh
it really hurts you know ... trying to accept the fact that you left me .
i hope .. you don't feel offended by this post.
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I'm out of words .. that's the end

Sundays .... f**k

Assalamualaikum , and peace unto you .
Hi , it's been a while since my last post .  Yeah , it can't be helped but . it is the school holidays after all .  I 'd been to a few places in Malaysia ... And somehow ... I was able to enjoy myself . *I thought i'm an extrovert -.-. But anyway .... As usual in my social life ... nothing special . I stopped myself from flirting coz' I know i don't easily approach to people.. and it's been months since i contact my ex.... I wonder how she's been doing . I guess she's fine alright . There's no need to worry about her . She could take care of herself .... yeah.  Damn ... how much i missed her... Well , she might be with someone else by now . who knows ? And up until now . I still don't have any clue on why did she break-up with me ... Away from that topic .. next year .. I will be taking SPM + attend to school on sundays .... like seriously ??? Sundays ?  Geez ... Sundays were the time that we students to rest&relax -.- Not attend to school -.- .... hmm so much disappointments in my short life .. well that's it for this post .
More posts coming soon :) #EOE
*damn it -.- my english is getting even worse.....i guess i should start to be more focus on my studies .