A letter to you .

If you listen to this song carefully . You will realise how I felt these days ... Big thank you to Tom Odell

Everyday . i wished that a text came from you . I really do . I wanted to text you first but .... I'm sure that you already forgot me .. I saw your sweet smile last week . even though its just for a blink of an eye .. That smile of yours just made my heart flutters .. It really made my day . Although it is not me who make you smile but i still adore it . But . there is a question that run inside my head everytime i think about you ... Why did you do that to me . You already know what i've been through . but you willingly walk away from me . I thought i can rely on your promises . But you just shred my heart to pieces . And now you're craving on your crush attention . then what about me ? It was you who said that i deserve better ... but you did the same like the others . Why ... Then i'm stuck here alone not knowing what to do anymore . I found myself clueless ... I cried .. and yes it is about you because i love you too damn  much . But .... YOU DONT FCKING CARE AT ALL .... That is the reality and no matter how many times i would beg for you to be back with me .... I'm sure it wont change a single thing by now . So thanks for all the bittersweet moments that i've been through with you . Lots of Love .. your Ex.









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Deep Thoughts

Hello . and a veryyyyyyyyy good day to you guys . I know . it's been a very long time since the last entry . So many things had happen and soo many things to share . Geez it would be convinient if i have a smartphone and a keek account . hahaha . You see the girl below this entry ??? i broke up with her . AGAIN . but this time its her decision . Heartbreaking but its over though . at that time i just felt the worst feeling ever . i became totally clueless at almost everything in my life . its almost like her words cast a deep black wound inside my heart . and bit by bit it devours my soul . *WAH POETIC SIA . hhe . anyway .. although she told me to forget almost everything about me and her . i just really cant do so . i really didn't know why ... but still i'm still standing strong and keep on running babeyh ! I love her . I really do ,,,If i still can , i would wait for her for a thousand years if it's the last thing i do . So that's all for today . have anice day guys . Assalamualaikum to you :) peace






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