Sundays .... f**k

Assalamualaikum , and peace unto you .
Hi , it's been a while since my last post .  Yeah , it can't be helped but . it is the school holidays after all .  I 'd been to a few places in Malaysia ... And somehow ... I was able to enjoy myself . *I thought i'm an extrovert -.-. But anyway .... As usual in my social life ... nothing special . I stopped myself from flirting coz' I know i don't easily approach to people.. and it's been months since i contact my ex.... I wonder how she's been doing . I guess she's fine alright . There's no need to worry about her . She could take care of herself .... yeah.  Damn ... how much i missed her... Well , she might be with someone else by now . who knows ? And up until now . I still don't have any clue on why did she break-up with me ... Away from that topic .. next year .. I will be taking SPM + attend to school on sundays .... like seriously ??? Sundays ?  Geez ... Sundays were the time that we students to rest&relax -.- Not attend to school -.- .... hmm so much disappointments in my short life .. well that's it for this post .
More posts coming soon :) #EOE
*damn it -.- my english is getting even worse.....i guess i should start to be more focus on my studies .

A letter to you .

If you listen to this song carefully . You will realise how I felt these days ... Big thank you to Tom Odell

Everyday . i wished that a text came from you . I really do . I wanted to text you first but .... I'm sure that you already forgot me .. I saw your sweet smile last week . even though its just for a blink of an eye .. That smile of yours just made my heart flutters .. It really made my day . Although it is not me who make you smile but i still adore it . But . there is a question that run inside my head everytime i think about you ... Why did you do that to me . You already know what i've been through . but you willingly walk away from me . I thought i can rely on your promises . But you just shred my heart to pieces . And now you're craving on your crush attention . then what about me ? It was you who said that i deserve better ... but you did the same like the others . Why ... Then i'm stuck here alone not knowing what to do anymore . I found myself clueless ... I cried .. and yes it is about you because i love you too damn  much . But .... YOU DONT FCKING CARE AT ALL .... That is the reality and no matter how many times i would beg for you to be back with me .... I'm sure it wont change a single thing by now . So thanks for all the bittersweet moments that i've been through with you . Lots of Love .. your Ex.









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Deep Thoughts

Hello . and a veryyyyyyyyy good day to you guys . I know . it's been a very long time since the last entry . So many things had happen and soo many things to share . Geez it would be convinient if i have a smartphone and a keek account . hahaha . You see the girl below this entry ??? i broke up with her . AGAIN . but this time its her decision . Heartbreaking but its over though . at that time i just felt the worst feeling ever . i became totally clueless at almost everything in my life . its almost like her words cast a deep black wound inside my heart . and bit by bit it devours my soul . *WAH POETIC SIA . hhe . anyway .. although she told me to forget almost everything about me and her . i just really cant do so . i really didn't know why ... but still i'm still standing strong and keep on running babeyh ! I love her . I really do ,,,If i still can , i would wait for her for a thousand years if it's the last thing i do . So that's all for today . have anice day guys . Assalamualaikum to you :) peace






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The feelings inside

Why did I left you ? Why am i the one who deserted you ?


You see , my life is not as good as you. Stress ? Yeah , i'm sure that's one of the reasons . Maybe deep down in your heart , you really really hate me for all the things i've done to you .  i just hope that you too , realise your wrongdoings . I might not be perfect for you , but i tried to be my very best , only for you . I will always remember the memories with you . If you're reading this , i really hope that you keep me safely in your heart . So that you will remember this guy who really love you with all his heart . I may no longer be there for you anymore or even talk to you , but trust my words . i still love you . :')

Tired

Sekarang dah dekat pukul 4:40 -.- duhhai . masa yang terbaik untuk bersahur . hahaha . puasa dah dekat kan ?? Lebih kurang tinggal 38 hari lagi . yezza . lol then RAYA ! haha ! aku suka . sangat sangat suka . sebab time raya tu . hari lahir aku dalam lingkungan masa raya jugak .wakakakaka . untungg untung . tapi penat toqq . madah jadi nocturnal jek -.- pastu kurang tido . makkk aihh . PENAT SIAAA. duhhai . eh jap . aku sepatutnya aku tido sekarang . lol . k ahh aku sangat rindu orang kat BP ni . siala .. nak balik sane siaa . .... apepun lagi bagus tido je ah . k assalamualaikum -.-

2nd

Yep , aku suka post 2 title 1 hari . tak selalu lah kan . hehehe . tapi just nak cakap , aku lapar pulak pagi ni . k mulakan rutin hari anda dengan ho ho ho HORLICKS ! . yay . nak kejut Eima jap.

Mungkin ....

Assalamualaikum . Yep agak lame aku tak sentuh blog ni . sorry -.- . takde masa lah pulak . muehehehe .. Anyway .. haha .. ade surprise kowt dalam mase cuti ni .. hahaha .. nak tahu ??? memey ahh syikret . lol . takde lah .. just terasa nak wat cover lagu ! woooooooo ........ AWAL WAT COVER LAGU ??? SUARA SEDAP KE ?? Haha .. itu semua tipu . saje je reka citer . senanye tak wat pun .suara dah macam katak puru kowt -.- lol .. ade hati nak wat cover lagu . muehehehe . takpe ah . nanty pinjam ah sape2 punya camera ke ape .... try menyanyi songsang kejap . alang2 maybe nyanyi sikit untuk Eima . haha . ape ape pun perlu usaha .. yezzaa ... kita tengoklah nanty . hha .. agak-agak melting tak Eima nanty . mungkin~ .... Mungkin
ehh , gambar eima nii .. kadang2 dye ni suka wat muka tak tentu pasal . hahaha .

P.s I Love You .. wakakaka .. nak curi dye dari aku ?? cabut ikatan kain kapan aku dulu ^^